you can never understand what it was like to be shocked, to be confused, to be scared and to be angry at the same moment in time;
you can never understand what it was like to cry all night in the toilet so that you won't wake the person sleeping next to you;
you can never understand the confusion of being left out of something important in your best friend's life;
you can never understand the sudden loss of confidence in friends and people you care for;
you can never understand what it is like to lose yourself and lose control of your emotions;
you can never understand how hard it is to try your hardest at something and fail miserably in the end;
you can never understand the helplessness in realizing that you may have to wear a mask in the future, especially to the people you care for;
you can never understand what it was like to feel guilty when you are not in the wrong;
you can never understand the pain of losing two close friends in a single day;
you can never understand the struggle within in making that decision, the urge to take back what you said, so you can keep them in your life once again;
you can never understand what it was like to cry till you lose your voice;
you can never understand how much it took to go work the next day, to face so many people, to smile even when your heart was bleeding;
you can never understand the pain of saying goodbye when you knew it was a point of no return;
you can never understand the confusion of why the world is still revolving when yours has stopped;
you can never understand what it is like to hate yourself all over again when you wake up in the morning;
you can never understand the pain of hanging up on someone when all you want to do is to listen ;
you can never understand what it was like to keeping asking yourself: why me?;
you can never understand how it was to have your happy world turn upside down in less than a month;
you can never understand because you are not the one who is alone;
you can never understand how much will it took not to let the sadness become hatred;
you can never understand because you are basking in new friends and new love;
you can never understand simply because:
you are not me...
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