My "Fabulous" Leave

22nd October 2008 was the start of my annual leave, rest that I badly needed after the fall I had from being rejected by a guy who was unwilling to commit. To say that I am totally fine would be such bullshit because I still think of him everyday but it doesn't hurt that much anymore. Time do heal wounds but end of the day, the scar will remain. To keep myself from thinking, I picked up wake boarding and snowboarding.

Wake boarding session was with this gal name Liz and she is someone that you do not want to mess with as she does not have the patience and temper of saint. But all the same, she can be a great fun too. I did finally succeed in standing up and actually wake board on the 2nd attempt and for a lonnnng time too! That made me proud as I did not give up =)

Snowboarding.. was bad.. all I did was bummed my ass and killed my knees. But I am so determined to get myself up and start carving soon even if I have to pay a bomb for the practice sessions. When I am doing sports, hurt and loneliness seems so far away and I exist. And I cannot wait to snowboard in Hokkaido even if it is not with him. Life still goes on and I want mine to be full of laughter and joy with my friends and love ones!

I WANT MY LIFE BACK!