Beautiful.... Nails?

I know how much most girls enjoy seeing their nails manicured and having that beautiful nail polish painted on their nails one by one. To me... it's a chore. It's a meaningless action that I have to perform once in 2 or 3 days. This is what I think when I am painting my nails: "Oh gosh, not again..." "When will I be able to use the toilet... 45 minutes... great..." "Oh man, the cap is stuck, now I have to use a lighter color of red compared to the ones on my toe nails." "Damn, did I just scratch those nails again." "What! I have to do it again?" "Nooo...stop peeling, I hate to do it again." "Come on, do it faster, let's get it done and over with..." "Do I really need to paint another layer of polish? Hmmm, one is fine." I know, I know. But not everyone enjoys having their nails painted or manicured. I like my nails just the way it is, like how I like myself, just the way I am =)

Cross-Roads

What do you do when you are at a crossroad? Do you stop, think and choose? Do you turn back because the choosing makes you afraid? Do you continue walking the decided path? Everyone else would be happy to leave the job but I wouldn't feel the same way, I would be sad to leave. Why? Sad to give up the freedom I have... Sad to give up the luxury of traveling around the world... Sad to give up the financial freedom that this job has given me... Sad to give up off days on weekdays... Sad to give up waking up anytime I want on free days... Sad to give up... Something... Which defined me for 5 years... But... Life is about changes... Isn't it? Although I am sad and procrastinating about making changes but I am slowly taking a step out to make small little changes every single day. And I know I am not doing it all alone. I have my family, my boyfriend, my friends and my dog, maybe a change is not so bad :)