Have you ever... find you telling yourself off... for not trusting YOU more? I do that every now and then, rolling eyes at myself when I forgot what I did a moment ago, bitching behind my own back when I find myself blabbering too much in times of drunken states, knocking myself over for missing out on good deals when I know that there will be none the better!
Why... Oh why? Why do I always doubt myself a little, just a tiny, teeny bit which causes havoc in the present moment and my future plans. *SIGH~* Life is short, I should always believe that no one else judges my own life better than me. But what about those sayings about you will never see what is really happening in the square till you stand out of the square.
So I have made a choice, to have confidence in my decisions, judgements, and plans. If I screw them up, at least I am the one who f***ed it up!
