21 December 2010

Pictures of the past, Words of the present

Vacations as many said are the best cures to a stressful and uneventful lifestyle but that may not be true in my case considering my job scope. The recent vacation has brought much joy and laughter, it gave experiences that I would keep close to my heart. And most importantly, I learned and interacted with the person I love. I am glad, actually relieved that the whole learning process was a good one, it was filled with warmth although once or twice, there were coldness of silence which I have to say was majorly the fault of mine, up to my usual 'princess-sy' temper, you see.

Discovering the better part of someone is always easier, but it is the knowing and acceptance of the other's faults that makes it all worthwhile. Most people says that if they are in love, nothing else matters... but the truth is when you are in love with someone, everything else matters a little more.
I have enjoyed the trip... mentally and spiritually more than physically, tells me something about acting my age I guess *smiles*

I haven't seen my friends in a while, with the long vacation and immediate work commitment, let's just say I haven't been with anybody else other than my boyfriend this month... will definitely make it up next month! *crosses fingers*

As I looked through the photos and words on facebook which I visit once a week, I see pictures of familiar faces, people who were (once) my close friends but seeing their words written for others...new found friends or now their close friends instead of me, I feel a tinge of jealously, a pang of regret and
a tone of unfamiliarity. Where have all the bonds that once ties us so closely disappeared to, were they hiding behind our shadows or did they dissipate with our busy schedules and lack of contact. I blame no one, not even myself... we have a part in every little event that happens in our lives, what it takes is a little effort from you and me...
Isn't that right?