someone

i spoke today, to someone i was determine to ignore, for some reason, i felt it was cruel to ignore and in fact, i didn't want to do that, maybe i wanted to end things the right way or maybe i wanted to salvage something...

someone felt that i didn't want to understand, wanted to distant myself, and someone was silly to me. maybe it was true that i tried to distant myself, but i did understood someone, maybe not enough, but would it change things if i did, would things turn out differently if i had understood more. someone was not silly, someone was innocent, a kind of innocence that i wish i had. someone said i did not like that kind of innocence, how did someone know? did i crush the innocence of someone so badly?

i am sorry if i did, i didn't meant to, and will never again. someone was part of my life, but i shaved off that part of me. someone was sad to let go of what we built, i was sad too but showing it would only have made it harder.

someone must understand that time will fade things, but somethings can never be faded. happiness and sadness can be created through someone's hands, i was supposed to let someone know at my own time, but does someone know that i was waiting too...